vegetation sore graph. the dead end pendulum. abcess batter of the honeycomb whisp. piano wire prisms. lyrical death rattles. sleeves of teeth take to the plauge blisters. corkskrewing mucus like treesap. oak reprised in the scabs. the long rash remains an angel of the wound. not of the throats that went hoarse mumbling your name. holding the air as if you've vomited in my hands. crowning the hairline fracture that exclaims your ruin. lobbing the cream that made your esophagus shrink. coughing up skin on your forked back.
body cast regalia. trust fall mind crime weeping a trite charade. everyday meaning less than days before or days ahead. dawn's first light over the body precipice, arching like a denture. i can almost see the smile behind the "I'll kill myself" and the swastika pose you'll strike when the staircase goes wrong. fraudulent execution in every sense. but it wasn't a lie, just an "attempt". convince me nothing is worth letting go. why i'd want to i'll never know.
GREASED WITH TEARS:
endless malaise. overdose season in the red. artery hydrants. rectum deposits crowning veal. mouth leveled. ear-splitting steak knife hell. windsheild cob-webbing. passenger breast feeding eels. methatphetmine hellfire past cathouse reformatories, cherub head like lanterns on clusters of roving souls. swan's wings stiched to her back. bookends the gnarled spine. tailbone pitchfork. pre-trauma braced by armed midwives. cremaster muscle sediment on the floor of olympic-size septic tanks. blood tubers hardening while choked by baby teeth on a garrote, ringed in dust like a warped halo.